I LOVE YOU!

CONGRATULATIONS! :)

You make me smile just with the thought of you.

I feel like I want to take all my feelings right now and store it inside a jar, just so I won’t forget the feeling you’re gave me today. You’re amazing and it’s not just the way you look or the way you handle yourself, but more because of who you are deep inside - genuine, adorable and most definitely - human, just like everyone else.

I wish I could’ve taken snapshots of each time you smiled at me, took notes of every word you told me and recorded of every moment we had with each other, no matter how short the time we spent together.

In 10 days, you’ll be gone. I’m pretty sure I’d be looking for your face in the crowd, even if I know I won’t see it anymore. Our time is limited, but thank you. Thank you for giving me back the confidence I tragically lost.

I hope you won’t forget me, because I know I won’t forget you - not anytime soon.

So I’m still giggling after seeing that Jasmine Curtis-Smith reblogged my blog post. HAHA. It’s so weird, I’ve never been a fan girl (except for Britney Spears, of course)! But OMG, Just when I thought I couldn’t love her any more that I already do, she proves me otherwise.

:”>

I really do believe that this girl will go places.

I always say that. When I become famous (If I ever become famous), I would say that quote in an interview and people will be posting that in their twitter updates. Haha.

It’s surreal, actually. I know I’m not really lucky in love most of the time and my work occassionally hates me, but my friends, my great friends, they love me. And for that, I am more than thankful.

And what’s more amazing is that I don’t even have just one group of friends, but somehow all my circles are filled with great people. These are people I can turn to when I’m sad, people that support me and my work, and people that believe in me and make me happy. These people, although not entirely connected to one another, they make me feel like I’m a great person. I’m not deserving of this kind of love, I swear. But somehow, no matter how awful I am, my friends love me.

This thought gets me through most of my days. I am so blessed. I don’t know what I’m doing to deserve this, but I must be doing something right.

I have realized a lot of things these past months and one of which is that life is never fair, and we can’t do anything about it. We can never have everything at once, unless of course, we’ve worked hard enough for it.

I also realized that it doesn’t matter how long/much you’ve invested in something, there will always be a chance that it might disappear for good. That knowledge however, shouldn’t stop us from always giving our best in everything and trying our hardest before we decide to quit, just so we can save ourselves from regret.

Another thing I learned is that our worst enemy is ourselves. Cliche, I know, but it’s totally true. Whatever we think, we unconsciously do, so we have to be positive no matter how difficult the times may get.

When in doubt, pray.

Is that too much to ask?